Wednesday, October 24, 2007

Anonymous Thoughts

I've decided that I need an anonymous blog. Something without my name on it. Something that I don't need to show anyone. That no one can find. Hidden in the giant world of the Internet. Floating out across the world, where anyone and no one can read it. Amazing isn't it? How we can be so connected and yet, isolated. It's a comfort and fear at the same time.

I've come to enjoy anonymity. It gives me a sense of quiet, peace, and tranquility. It gives me a voice that I am otherwise of afraid of using. It gives me the ability to say my mind without the fear that I have hurt, offended, disgusted, or otherwise upset someone. I would rather never speak aloud again, than to crush another person. I've been on the other side. I've felt pain, fear, hatred, despair.

But I still need a voice. A voice that someone can hear. One I can use without fear. A voice for my despair. For my love. For myself.